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  • Reading: The Fault in our Stars (DAMN YOOOUUUUU!!!!)
I´m aliiiiiiiiveeeeeeeee! 
2 years man...2 years gone... I thought it was more xD
So far, I´m in my 2nd year of college(hating it to be honest..but what can ya do...I´ve come this far so..), boyfriend-less(let´s not get into that discussion...), 3-4years into Zumba (gon´ be getting my license soon!!! La la la la  as well as my aerobics instructor certificate-like in November..but that´s soon enough  Nuu  ), <-- I´m getting more and more into this fitness/aerobics thing and LO-VING-IT!!!! Woohooooo! , I have a job at the local movie theater since last year( it can get beyond exhausting and frustrating-people are such ungrateful and rude pigs- but I still love it-or rather I love the people that work with me ..and the fact that I can sneak in and watch movies Psychotic )...what else? OH! I´m way more happy than I used to be. I checked back on some of my last posts and uploads.... I remember the dark cloud that hoovered over my head back then...Man life felt so pointless (anyone else might not see it when reading my stuff..but I definitely remember..I was just unable to express myself properly-just look at my spelling from back then * flinches* Fear ) But you know what... I grew a pair and decided to tell people to fuck the fuck off. Yup! Mostly the problem was my family...well-You just stop answering the phone and when they talk you think of butterflies and sunshine and how that's THEIR opinion and not yours or other peoples(outside of family that surround you and actually support you unlike them..)-also the fitness/aerobic helps me kick the frustration out (Zumba, BodyAttack,BodyBalance,BodyCombat and Body Weight Conditioning-lots of bodies I know xD). It could also be because of these Bach Drops(Bach Flower Remedies) thingies my gm got me to take....
Whatever it is I´m LOVING IT!!!! :squee:  
I still have my down moments ( when I´m around my dad too much or my gran) but it´s not half as bad as it used to be. I get really pissed off (I was alone with my dad for a week..I swear to God i was THAT close to pushing him over the balcony or giving into alcohol..or SOMETHING :stinkeye: - I never thought about hurting anyone before...But I wanted to kill him I swear to god i did.....I just.. I can´t handle him , I don't want to...But there is nothing I can do... He´s not even doing anything specifically wrong-most of the time...but since I've learned about him what I did.. I can´t even look at him and even the way he eats pisses me off...-.-) BUT I just walk away, take a few deep breaths and focus on other things... GOOD things. And I´m okay again Strong! 
You know what? I like where I´m at now (not minding the few little annoyances), and I´m so happy that I can say "I decided to change when I was 18.. and I DID IT!" I mean it´s still a work in progress but I cant explain how much weight was lifted off my shoulders, and how much easier life is... There were bad days when I thought I´d be stuck in this loop hole for ever...Like when I got really really sick at the end of my senior year, then I got better but a few months later my pet bunny died and then not even half a year later my grandpa died...and it was one of those "COME ON? SERIOUSLY?! WHAT ELSE?!" moments....oh yeah, and almost didn´t get into college again-well rather, I tried all my options(that I wanted) and none of them worked out so now I´m stuck in this shit hole... BUT- I met awesome people and I think I might know what I want to do in life-career vise...So it ain´t all black Sun 
Atm I just finished(yaaay 2am) some power point presentation for class tomorrow and I´m sooooooooooo sleepy...Stupid Me!  well, as long as we´re on that topic I should probably go sleep so I can proofread the damn thing in the morning.... *yawn*
It´s good to be back Slow  (Maybe I´ll even god forbid write something..or draw.... Bucktooth )

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Majda
Croatia
Current Residence: Croatia/Rijeka
Favourite genre of music: I listen to everything...
Favourite photographer: MEEE =P
Personal Quote: *Whaaaaat?* *beeacuseeeee?* *yeeeaaaa...*
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Sagatio Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I saw you visiting my page.

HI.
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ilturnyouifyouturnme Featured By Owner May 6, 2014
MICHAEL!!!!
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Sagatio Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
MAJDAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
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ilturnyouifyouturnme Featured By Owner May 7, 2014
WHAT'S UUUUUUUP??
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ArrogantReality Featured By Owner May 1, 2014
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ilturnyouifyouturnme Featured By Owner May 6, 2014
Heeeey! :D
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ArrogantReality Featured By Owner May 6, 2014
How're youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu?
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ilturnyouifyouturnme Featured By Owner May 6, 2014
Goooood!!! Meow :3 Decided to come back a check on things =P (Razz) 
How are you holding on?????
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Sagatio Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Merry Christmas!!!!


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ArrogantReality Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2012
Happy birthday sweetie. :) :hug: :heart:
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