(pleaseeeeee read all ....i know its long..but ..pleeeease i would like your opinion on it..)

Yes i did write it with an "k"..cause that's how you say it in croatian..so yea..AMERIKA!WOHO
I will explain later on why i mentioned it...

Well...first things firs...i was trying to find something happy to listen to while i write this journal but...that didn't happen..i guess...well it depends on how you look at it..im listening to Dave Matthews band-When the world ends...happy happy happy xD
wait..ill change it..*search-search-search* okay soooo Call the cops-Get close
that's nice..lively i like it...

next thing-okay i forgot...my friend just messaged me on msn..and i totaly forgot what else i was going to talk about apart from ameriKa

OH SHIT! shit shit shit ! i Almost forgot..its gonna be midnight soon...and my best friends birthday is tomorrow..oh crap.i didn't think of any good text to send her..o bloody hell..*hits her head on the keyboard* (after 10min)
I KNOW!! oh..this will be sooo good!! muahahah!

YES! I DID IT ...i began to write it on msn..then it froze...then the bitch(joking) went offline..then came back then went off again..so i had to text her on her phone..and i was afraid i wouldn't make it in time(to be the first ^^)..but..I DID IT...AND SHE LOVED IT..yey ^^

okay so half an hour passed since i started writing this....and its 0:11 now...so okay...now..the song iiiiiiis....Flo Rida ft.Kiesha-Right round
yey


back to the point..im so happy i don't know why..i just feel like bouncing of the walls...and i have to get up in like less than 7and a half hours..to go with my job to an "job interview"...but its nothing like it..but it sounds good no? xD

well...i forgot what i was originaly supposed to talk about (other than Amerika..but i said that already i just thought that i would remember by now) it had something to do with my writing..but who cares ill talk about that some other time..

well...
AMERIKA!!!
Who wants to go there??? MEEEEEEEEEEEE!MEEEEEEEEEE!MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
So this is the story...(You me at six-If i were in your shoes)..
I just finished(well i didn't..i still have some make up exams to take-if you call it like that..i failed 2 classes...one was math....and the other was...art...HOW CAN SOMEONE FAIL ART!!!! i even passed history(and im NOOOOOOOOOO good at that i HATE!!! it)..and i fail art...she failed me the last day of school..because she was grading our drawings..well..2 to be exact..and i had only one..the other one which was supposed to be done in charcoal(which i don't really like but still i don't hate it ether..) i didn't finish so i said someone stole it (it is possible..it happens all the time...those nasty freshman's *damns them to the deepest pits of hell* they always take others stuff and etc..(cause we keep our drawing and everything in school...and anyone who get the key to the cabinet where it all is can take anything -.-))anyway she failed me because of that..and 5or 6 of my classmates too...BITCH!! like math wasn't enough!!!! so now i have like two weeks MAYBE to study math AND draw a god damn picture for that lousy teacher...

BACK TO THE POINT! lets just say i finished my year as a sophomore...and in a few months after the summer breaks i will be a junior ^^ yey (if God is on my side and i pass math -.-)...and after that...i would LOVE to finish high school in AmeriKa...i would like to experience my senior year ..over there..not here...xD
i think it would really be awesome...well..it wouldn't be so great when i would come back and had to take all the exams at the same time..and all that( because high school here and there isn't the same..we decide what we want to be FOR THE REST OF OUR MISERABLE LITTLE LIVES when we leave elementary school...you don't have to you can go to a gymnasium..but when you finish that you just wasted 4 years of your life and you are nothing -.- )
ANYWAY...i would sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo want to go there....i wish i could...my dad kind of agrees to it..but my mom doesn't..cause if i would go..i couldn't come back home until i finish it..so that's a year straight in AmeriKa...no holidays at home..no family lunches and all that...so yea..im a little used to it...i mean i spend like 3 months a year without my mom and dad..but i spend it with my grandma ,cousins etc..so... it isn't the same... but still...i don't really have any problems when it comes to saying good bye to people...i did when i was younger but now..im used to it...i would probably be depressed for a week or two..but it would soon pass...i could record myself every few days or weeks...then send it to my folks here so they can watch it..or send e-mail...stuff like that..i could "live" like that..but my family is the problem...not me...my grandma almost got an heart attack when i told her (well. i didn't tell her my self..but she found out -.-")that i wasn't going to spend this summer at her place...so..yea...shock shock shock

but..i would sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo want to go to AmeriKa(i love to write it xD)...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think ..i never EVER wanted anything like i want that...
but all my mom has to say is "Your senior year? Can you even make it ..to your senior year? I mean..come on.. Amerika..? You serious? " -.- i hate it when she does that..because apart from math and art(these are the first time i had ANY makeup exams...)i had a freaking "B" average EVERY SINGLE BLOODY YEAR!!! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT IT MEANS HERE?!?!?!?! a "B"! ( shoot me if i know if this is the right term to use for this..but what the hell..)

so im not such a bad student..im lazy..and all that...but i just have no motivation..(and she sure never helps with all her preaching -.-)but i think i found my motivation for next year.. AND IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GONNA PROVE HER WRONG!!!!

IM GOING TO AMERIKA! even if i have to collect all the money my self...and run away from home.. cause i soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo want tooooooooooooooooo gooooooooooooooooooooooo T_T

i usually don't ask for much ..but this...this..would be just amazing....

AMERIKA??? T_T